he sent: “thought you would like this juicy bit of news jack and jill went ring shopping… hope you are well :)”
my non-response: “wow. looks like all of you are good at being in shitty relationships.”
he would have said: “you were in the relationship too.”
my non-response: “no. you and I were completely different relationships.”
I haven’t heard from Refuses in 9 months, and he sends hope. you. are. well? I deleted.
4. hearing about dates, without having to go on them.
3. hot chocolate
2. day drinking at a The Glass Door on Saturday
1. watching movies. yay Netflix.
sometimes, you just need an anthem.
This is mine:
I miss all sorts of things that were never really there.
The nicest boy I have ever dated treated me the worst.
I just want to cry. and I just want to be comforted by his smile.
And I just want to believe again.
I can’t watch people making out. Or kissing. Or having sex. At all really. So I don’t do so hot watching the Bachelorette.
Me and you eighty-year old grandma just can’t seem to stomach it.